I seem to have this bad habbit of getting really sick for about a week or so every few months.. so.. if I’m not responding or interacting with you.. or you wonder what’s up with me, now you know.

Whatever it is, if I move my body in the wrong way it hurts..  this and I’m out of it, my mind isn’t really working right… I haven’t tried to really focus on anything for a bit.. but.. I don’t know

Latter:

I had to get up today to make sure I was there for the meals on wheels people. This is a long story.. its for my dad, and if no one is there when they come, the protocol is that they call the police and the police do a “wellness check” on my dad… so it took a lot of me to be up for that.. and then it was time to leave the house, and try and get something to eat.. which ended up being a painful ordeal.. just going out of the house to get in the car takes a good deal out of me…

As of now I’ve been up for sometime.. I’m sitting in front of my computer.. I’ve been screwing around with trying to make music.. I figure it probably doesn’t take too much to sit at my computer.. but every time I have to get up, be it for the bathroom, to get something to drink, to find tissues, whatever.. takes a lot out.. and my ability to focus is impaired..