Comments on: A post from the grips of a not so good mood http://mattsearles.com/podcast_blog/2009/09/23/a-post-from-the-grips-of-a-in-a-good-mood/ Thoughts and Sound of Media Artist and Thinker Matt Searles Thu, 09 Sep 2010 18:04:26 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.3.1 By: Matt http://mattsearles.com/podcast_blog/2009/09/23/a-post-from-the-grips-of-a-in-a-good-mood/#comment-14891 Matt Thu, 24 Sep 2009 08:46:36 +0000 http://mattsearles.com/podcast_blog/2009/09/23/a-post-from-the-grips-of-a-in-a-good-mood/#comment-14891 Yeah.. I suppose its just the feeling of that moment.. a kind of over saturation of the senses relative to.. the sense of the dark mood.. over saturation to the point that there's no room for anything else.. not until the orbit of consciousness sorta moves a little... and maybe, I'm thinking.. that experience of the over saturation is a kind of calling to attention of the being.. a focusing of the mind.. including that which is sorta beyond consciousness.. and maybe that onto itself is a value worth holding. There is in me this feeling like.. a long chain of unaddressed questions marks in the foundation of my forward marching which... all find a bit of a voice in the saturation.. It's a very weird time for me.. so many patterns in my life changing abruptly, with no real settled sense to anything.. and this strange way that a pattern can sorta define you.. if you live in one pattern.. you're sorta a smarter person then in another pattern.. in that in the one instance your mind freer to address the whatever, or there's more energy for that.. so in the flux of pattern shifting it's hard to assess where one is at and just what sort of tasks one is actually up for.. I have a lot of in front of me to try to rise to.. it's quiet epic.. lol.. and um.. to rise to it I need to find all kinds of resources within that I do not yet know exist within me, accept by way of a strange theoretical temperament.. and it does seem like maybe the only way to access those resources is via the hard hits of the dark over saturation stuff.. You could see the seed of that thought in this post.. err, i should go write the next one! Yeah.. I suppose its just the feeling of that moment.. a kind of over saturation of the senses relative to.. the sense of the dark mood.. over saturation to the point that there’s no room for anything else.. not until the orbit of consciousness sorta moves a little… and maybe, I’m thinking.. that experience of the over saturation is a kind of calling to attention of the being.. a focusing of the mind.. including that which is sorta beyond consciousness.. and maybe that onto itself is a value worth holding.

There is in me this feeling like.. a long chain of unaddressed questions marks in the foundation of my forward marching which… all find a bit of a voice in the saturation..

It’s a very weird time for me.. so many patterns in my life changing abruptly, with no real settled sense to anything.. and this strange way that a pattern can sorta define you.. if you live in one pattern.. you’re sorta a smarter person then in another pattern.. in that in the one instance your mind freer to address the whatever, or there’s more energy for that.. so in the flux of pattern shifting it’s hard to assess where one is at and just what sort of tasks one is actually up for..

I have a lot of in front of me to try to rise to.. it’s quiet epic.. lol.. and um.. to rise to it I need to find all kinds of resources within that I do not yet know exist within me, accept by way of a strange theoretical temperament.. and it does seem like maybe the only way to access those resources is via the hard hits of the dark over saturation stuff..

You could see the seed of that thought in this post.. err, i should go write the next one!

]]> By: William Kelly Jones http://mattsearles.com/podcast_blog/2009/09/23/a-post-from-the-grips-of-a-in-a-good-mood/#comment-14860 William Kelly Jones Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:57:51 +0000 http://mattsearles.com/podcast_blog/2009/09/23/a-post-from-the-grips-of-a-in-a-good-mood/#comment-14860 Matt: Life is a fight. Some times we think we are not winning, all the blows we deliver are making no impact on the opponent. Then is the time we need to take round off, just throw some jabs and back pedal, not getting ourselves pinned in the corner. Next round we come out and take it straight to 'em, everthing we got. Maybe we take the son of bitch by surprise and knock him on his ass. Just have we got the heart if we don't? Matt:

Life is a fight. Some times we think we are not winning, all the blows we deliver are making no impact on the opponent. Then is the time we need to take round off, just throw some jabs and back pedal, not getting ourselves pinned in the corner. Next round we come out and take it straight to ‘em, everthing we got. Maybe we take the son of bitch by surprise and knock him on his ass.

Just have we got the heart if we don’t?

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